And Change My Stride

Tricky - Makes me wanna die from A on Vimeo.

I've been meaning to write a list of the things I still want to do before I die (write more books, mainly). But tonight I'm just so tired -- tired of trying, tired of pain, tired of people -- and the idea of going away now is just so appealing. I wouldn't mind nothingness afterwards. I will probably feel differently in the morning. Maybe I'll do that list tomorrow.